posted on Apr 23 @ 3:34 am    

Yes… today is the day of the Earth. haha, Isn’t everyday a Earth Day?

I just saw a commercial for “Vote YES for medical Cannabis!” muahahaha that was great. GO ILLINOIS!!

I am pretty fucked up right now… this sickness has taken me over completely I already feel empty and not in my body but the medicine they put me on just make me more like a shell…. shell…. I feel like I am losing myself… getting confused about what I want and where I am and… what I’m doing with myself. I need the motivation to make things change… to makes things better for myself and others. I need to be what I want other people to be for me. It’s time to make things right. Its time for me to really grow up and face life head on. I need to face my mistakes and past. I need to join this reality. I need to be stronger and more independent. 

I’m hoping that after I’m sick things will look different for me… much brighter. More in perspective. 

Oh yeah… I’m in love. 

*Ashley

3 Responses to “Happy Earth Day!!!”

1. Mark Says:
   
   
   April 23rd, 2009 at 4:06 am
   
   
   

   i love you so much baby! you are amazing and as soon as youre done being sick you get out there and tackle the world! im proud of you baby and im behind you 100%

2. mandee Says:
   
   
   April 25th, 2009 at 9:05 pm
   
   
   

   wow… u actually wrote in your blog.. Im surprised. haha. I haven’t checked yours in a while. Thought you were done with this thing.

3. Mark Says:
   
   
   April 26th, 2009 at 3:08 am
   
   
   

   uh when r u gunna post again?

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