posted on Dec 05 @ 8:44 pm    

I seem to have noticed that when I write entries now I am at school. haha weird isn’t it? I am writing at school when I should be doing work and when I am at home I never write because I feel like I am too busy for this… or because I have forgotten about it. Or because I know no one reads it. And its not like I can only write because people are watching but it does feel good and motivational that people are expecting something or you or anticipating for that next post.

Me and Mark are back together *insert BIG beating love cheesy heart here*

I am pretty effing happy right now haha, I feel like I have control over my life and I’m not just coasting along for the ride. Things are starting to change between friends and me but for the better. I am starting to really separate myself from the people who don’t do anything good for me or for themselves. And dammit, it feels good. XD

Mark moved to Utah, I KNOW RIGHT!!! But he seems to really enjoy it, I am so happy and proud of him that he got out of that destructive environment. I think him moving out has really opened up the doors a bit for us, things were just to hectic in Miami. I don’t know where this takes us now but I know that I’m loving every minute that I get to call him mine. =] I keep asking myself what I am willing to do for him and really I think thats almost anything and now I am really able to say and do those things. I’m not so selfish anymore.

OMG ITS DECEMBER!!!!! WTF!!!!

I hope everyone had a good thanksgiving I had THREE!!! Mmmmmm I know I gained a few extra pounds there lol. But ill have to work out a bit after the holidays are over haha so I can still fit into the dress for the wedding, and NO its not my wedding. haha. OMG I should totally post a picture.

But since I Am at school its being totally gay and not letting me. DAMN YOU SERVERS!!!

Mmk I really have to get going now but I will try try try try try to be back later.

*Ashley ;yum 

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