posted on Dec 31 @ 5:20 am     1 Comment

So here I am writing so I don’t kill her lol. sooooo what to say….

I am going to UTAH on the first to be with mark for 12 whole days.. thats great…. ummmmmmm

maple story has taken over my soul….

 Kim and Craig are amazing lol

xmas was cool my grandma made the rolls and cookies I love so much and thats pretty much all i can remember eating so i have been quite hyper with the sugar lately.

Mandee.. this is going to have to hold you over for awhile cause i have important matters to attend to lol.

posted on Dec 25 @ 5:52 am     1 Comment

MERRY GOSH DARN CHRISTMAS!!!!

Can you believe it? Cause I really can’t lol maybe it doesn’t feel like Christmas because Mark isn’t here this time and its been like 5 years since I have had a Christmas without him seems crazy to think its been that long.

SOME ONE MAKE ME WRITE NEW POSTS ALL THE TIME LOL

I a really tired at the moment lol and just wanted to give everyone a holiday blessing. Take care and I will tell you about my future plans lol.

MUAH MUAH MUAH x 1,000,000,000,000

*Ashley

posted on Dec 05 @ 8:44 pm     0 comment

I seem to have noticed that when I write entries now I am at school. haha weird isn’t it? I am writing at school when I should be doing work and when I am at home I never write because I feel like I am too busy for this… or because I have forgotten about it. Or because I know no one reads it. And its not like I can only write because people are watching but it does feel good and motivational that people are expecting something or you or anticipating for that next post.

Me and Mark are back together *insert BIG beating love cheesy heart here*

I am pretty effing happy right now haha, I feel like I have control over my life and I’m not just coasting along for the ride. Things are starting to change between friends and me but for the better. I am starting to really separate myself from the people who don’t do anything good for me or for themselves. And dammit, it feels good. XD

Mark moved to Utah, I KNOW RIGHT!!! But he seems to really enjoy it, I am so happy and proud of him that he got out of that destructive environment. I think him moving out has really opened up the doors a bit for us, things were just to hectic in Miami. I don’t know where this takes us now but I know that I’m loving every minute that I get to call him mine. =] I keep asking myself what I am willing to do for him and really I think thats almost anything and now I am really able to say and do those things. I’m not so selfish anymore.

OMG ITS DECEMBER!!!!! WTF!!!!

I hope everyone had a good thanksgiving I had THREE!!! Mmmmmm I know I gained a few extra pounds there lol. But ill have to work out a bit after the holidays are over haha so I can still fit into the dress for the wedding, and NO its not my wedding. haha. OMG I should totally post a picture.

But since I Am at school its being totally gay and not letting me. DAMN YOU SERVERS!!!

Mmk I really have to get going now but I will try try try try try to be back later.

*Ashley ;yum