posted on May 30 @ 5:35 am     1 Comment

Wow what a horrible day I had today. Me and Mark like got in these huge arguments or whatever you want to call it. I was crying like half of the day. Horrid, I tell you now I have a giant headache. My fingertips are a bit raw and sore from playing the guitar all day, I tried to pour out my feelings into learning how to play. I think I finally got this shit down. BUT I HAVE TO GO!!!

*Ashley

posted on May 29 @ 6:30 am     0 comment

Wow, what a day! I got a super hot outfit that I haven’t taken pictures of yet because I’m sick and well I am just NOT in the mood for that. I CAN’T WAIT FOR THURSDAY!!! Which I guess is today, sooo I’ll say I CAN’T WAIT FOR LATER TODAY!!! haha

I just wanted to post a little something because I do miss writing in this thing everyday. I am going to have to tell Mandee to change my display picture, thats not the one I wanted and I look ugly lol sooo yeah, I have MUCH cuter ones. Like the ones I just posted on facebook the other day… and Myspace, which NOONE left me comments expect Mandee, and everyone else said they would. ASSHOLES! I always comment on people lol I want them to know I care about them and think they are all special and stuff but nooooo it’s “SO” hard to leave one sentence. But maybe I am just ugly so people don’t want to lie?

My sisters 8th grade Graduation was tonight, it was super cute and exciting, but my ASS hurt soooo bad. And these moms that were sitting behind us were like gossiping worse than the kids, it was kind of pissing me off. lol. But whatever. They prolly had there kids when they were like 13 and don’t feel like they are ready to grow up or something. hah I derno. I hate it when adults act like that, I mean grow the fuck up already. What kind of example are you setting for your kids when you act that way? But hey what do I know? I’m not a mother or anything like that. 

Brandons oops, I mean. “He who will shall not name’” Birthday is coming up and me and Nikki are going to cook him dinner and have a nice little dinner party with presents and things like that. I am excited. And we are going to go to Six Flags together since DEE WONT GO WITH ME!!! hah. BUT he did go on that ride with me at the county fair when we were but wee tots so I guess thats ok. what days… I remember that day now, it was Me, Dee, Becca and Ian. I think that was all, and I drove and Ian at the time was like 3 foot nothing and in my backseat and if anyone knows my car its hard to tell if there even is a back seat so the guy with the tickets didn’t know he was there so he got in free.. and thats my story haha. Lame I know.

I wonder what Ian is like now. Dee says he is a total thug which is super funny to me. When Dee told him he was hanging out with me he didn’t remember who I was and I was glad because for the longest time he hated me… and well lol I’d rather not remember those days for I am rather embarassed by them. =] I only hope Dee keeps his mouth shut and won’t repeat the story to ANYONE. If he hasn’t already.

Well I am like doubling over in pain so I am going to pop a few pills and try and pass out.

I. Will. Be. Back.

*Ashley

posted on May 27 @ 6:15 am     0 comment

Wow, now I can finally write a decent entry.

SO much stuff has happened in the last week that its absolutely mind boggling. I have started to talk to Dee again! How effing crazy is that. It’s wonderful. He still cracks me up and is still the same old goofy guy. I think its super romantic that we dated when we were kids and now.. lol, I don’t know what we are. Well we aren’t anything actually. But its still super crazy. hahah. To hear about his life in the past like seven years is out of this world. He keeps remembering these things about me that I had completely forgotten about and it makes me want to be that girl again. That carefree, fun, and confident girl. Not that I’m not those things still, but things are different. I guess because I grew up. And to see Dee on his grown man shit is a turn on I must say. haha. He does make me feel better when things are going bad. I am thankful for that.

SO I totally know what tattoos im getting, now that I have finally decided. lol I want The Lion of Judah, this Skull and crossbones with a crown and shit, and then I want a super sick Phantom Pirate ship with skeleton pirates and all.

ANNNND, I called the lady so she can cut my hair and do it all super sweeeeeeeeet. BUT

I am on Maple Story and I am kicking butt and trying to find plant samples… sooo toodles

*Ashley