posted on Apr 19 @ 10:07 pm     1 Comment

Two times in one week… you must be lucky… or I must be crazy =D

I wam watching Vantage Point riht now, I have never seen this movie before but it seems to be pretty good so far. Lots of drama and action haha. 

I have been sick the past two days and DAMN it sucks. I went to the doctor yesterday and he gave me some drugs and mmmmmhm I feel good. Haha. I am almost on cloud nine right now. All I need is some sex for me to be on top of that cloud. XD thats right… I said it. lol. Not that I will be getting it anytime soon but a girl can wish can’t she? lol. 

So I am seriously bored and so not focused for school like I should be. Me being sick has seriously drowned my senses, energy and motivation to do anything. I slept so much yesterday and today, hopefully by tonight I will be much more able and ready to do what I need to do. I will be done with school in less than a month so I need to stay focused so I can get good grades and such.

So I am seriously in LOVE with the Twilight Saga, I mean… I have dreams about these characters every night. lol Its bad. I feel like they are my family and and friends and I know everything about them. I have watched the movie I don’t know how many times and if I had the money I would buy as much memorabilia as my wallet and shelving space would allow. I really want Bella’s engagement ring and her charm bracelet. *le sigh* I cant wait until Stephanie Meyer comes out with Edward’s side of the story. THAT should be interesting. I liked hearing the story through Jacob’s point of view in the last book Breaking Dawn.

but back to my movie because it just got really good hahaha

*Ashley

posted on Dec 05 @ 8:44 pm     0 comment

I seem to have noticed that when I write entries now I am at school. haha weird isn’t it? I am writing at school when I should be doing work and when I am at home I never write because I feel like I am too busy for this… or because I have forgotten about it. Or because I know no one reads it. And its not like I can only write because people are watching but it does feel good and motivational that people are expecting something or you or anticipating for that next post.

Me and Mark are back together *insert BIG beating love cheesy heart here*

I am pretty effing happy right now haha, I feel like I have control over my life and I’m not just coasting along for the ride. Things are starting to change between friends and me but for the better. I am starting to really separate myself from the people who don’t do anything good for me or for themselves. And dammit, it feels good. XD

Mark moved to Utah, I KNOW RIGHT!!! But he seems to really enjoy it, I am so happy and proud of him that he got out of that destructive environment. I think him moving out has really opened up the doors a bit for us, things were just to hectic in Miami. I don’t know where this takes us now but I know that I’m loving every minute that I get to call him mine. =] I keep asking myself what I am willing to do for him and really I think thats almost anything and now I am really able to say and do those things. I’m not so selfish anymore.

OMG ITS DECEMBER!!!!! WTF!!!!

I hope everyone had a good thanksgiving I had THREE!!! Mmmmmm I know I gained a few extra pounds there lol. But ill have to work out a bit after the holidays are over haha so I can still fit into the dress for the wedding, and NO its not my wedding. haha. OMG I should totally post a picture.

But since I Am at school its being totally gay and not letting me. DAMN YOU SERVERS!!!

Mmk I really have to get going now but I will try try try try try to be back later.

*Ashley ;yum 

posted on Nov 04 @ 5:59 pm     0 comment

Gah, It’s been ages I know and I am sure that noone even visits this thing anymore. Many things have acutally changed since my last real entry.

I am in school… almost finished witht he semester now hah funny how that goes. I am still single…. yeah gay I know. But hey things are looking up that much I can tell.

on a side note… this keyboard I am typing on is super loud and I am like a super fast typer so its kinda annoying me so I can only imagine how it must sound to the other people in this class. Oh well though I will do as I please. My teacher just walked in so i guess I gotta go do some work now. BOOOOO

=] I WILL be back an that is a threat.

*Ashley;cute