posted on Jun 29 @ 3:22 pm     2 Comments

So I had a whole bunch of stuff to say but I just woke up and my brain is a bit jumbled. lol We have to check out of our hotel here shortly and I prolly wont have internet until I head back home. -tear- And I derno what time that is going to be. I still have to pack my things and get ready in a hour, which I really don’t want to do because its freezing in here and I dont want to get out from under the sheets. Hah. Yah I know I am lazy but hey what do you want from me on a sunday morning?

The family reunion was yesterday, it started at one and so no one ate lunch or a big breakfast but of course my uncle Jeff was cooking and he likes to take like 5 hours to cook anything which we always have a problem with and so we didn’t end up eating until like 6 and of course everyone there was cranky because its like 100 degrees down here and there was no organization what so ever. But it was nice to be with one hundred people who are all related to me in one way or another. It was good to see some of the kids I grew up with ya know. It was funny because I still have this image of us when we were five years old and here they are 20 and I am like uhh wait… did I miss something. When I came here and saw all these people who say they love me and that they have pictures of me on their dresses and refrigerators and things like that it really makes me feel good and that I do have family, When I am in IL i feel kind of alone in the family department because its just me and my gram, my uncle jeff and my dad and them, which in all reality is quite a lot because there are more people. I just don’t associate with them for one reason or another. There wasn’t any of the fighting and things going on that I thought there would be so that was GREAT. It was just a hot, fun and good day surrounded by people who love you.

NOW on to what I think is suuuuuper cool but then again makes me sound really dorky and pathetic all at the same time. After dinner was over and we had dessert and all that my sister and I went outside to get away from all the noise and to just check out the scene and to find Shelly and my dad who just happened to disappear from dinner uuuuh huh!lol. So we walk over to our dad’s car where the volleyball net is set up and I kept trying to play but it was just a bunch of little kids and none of them could hit it over the net haah cuuuuute! But anyway after a while bigger kids started to come over and then we kind of had a game going on. But I had asked my cousin Michael earlier what game is was playing on his DS and he said Pokemon which then made me think of my Fiance Jordan, so I smiled then. So when we were playing volleyball I asked him if he played Maple Story and he said yes and so does his brother so I was all super excited and then my sister started yelling at me that I was talking geek talk and that we needed to shut up, then I asked he if she even know what Maple Story was and of course she said no lol But anything that  play must be nerdy and  was like wow thanks a lot hah. So they both wrote down their names and numbers and things like that but he has chicken scratch handwriting and I have no idea what the hell it says hopefully we will see them before we leave today so I can write it down myself hah.

But I have to go pack my bags now and blow dry my hair and other namless things that I dont feel like doing right now. 

*Ashley

posted on May 29 @ 6:30 am     0 comment

Wow, what a day! I got a super hot outfit that I haven’t taken pictures of yet because I’m sick and well I am just NOT in the mood for that. I CAN’T WAIT FOR THURSDAY!!! Which I guess is today, sooo I’ll say I CAN’T WAIT FOR LATER TODAY!!! haha

I just wanted to post a little something because I do miss writing in this thing everyday. I am going to have to tell Mandee to change my display picture, thats not the one I wanted and I look ugly lol sooo yeah, I have MUCH cuter ones. Like the ones I just posted on facebook the other day… and Myspace, which NOONE left me comments expect Mandee, and everyone else said they would. ASSHOLES! I always comment on people lol I want them to know I care about them and think they are all special and stuff but nooooo it’s “SO” hard to leave one sentence. But maybe I am just ugly so people don’t want to lie?

My sisters 8th grade Graduation was tonight, it was super cute and exciting, but my ASS hurt soooo bad. And these moms that were sitting behind us were like gossiping worse than the kids, it was kind of pissing me off. lol. But whatever. They prolly had there kids when they were like 13 and don’t feel like they are ready to grow up or something. hah I derno. I hate it when adults act like that, I mean grow the fuck up already. What kind of example are you setting for your kids when you act that way? But hey what do I know? I’m not a mother or anything like that. 

Brandons oops, I mean. “He who will shall not name’” Birthday is coming up and me and Nikki are going to cook him dinner and have a nice little dinner party with presents and things like that. I am excited. And we are going to go to Six Flags together since DEE WONT GO WITH ME!!! hah. BUT he did go on that ride with me at the county fair when we were but wee tots so I guess thats ok. what days… I remember that day now, it was Me, Dee, Becca and Ian. I think that was all, and I drove and Ian at the time was like 3 foot nothing and in my backseat and if anyone knows my car its hard to tell if there even is a back seat so the guy with the tickets didn’t know he was there so he got in free.. and thats my story haha. Lame I know.

I wonder what Ian is like now. Dee says he is a total thug which is super funny to me. When Dee told him he was hanging out with me he didn’t remember who I was and I was glad because for the longest time he hated me… and well lol I’d rather not remember those days for I am rather embarassed by them. =] I only hope Dee keeps his mouth shut and won’t repeat the story to ANYONE. If he hasn’t already.

Well I am like doubling over in pain so I am going to pop a few pills and try and pass out.

I. Will. Be. Back.

*Ashley

posted on May 27 @ 6:15 am     0 comment

Wow, now I can finally write a decent entry.

SO much stuff has happened in the last week that its absolutely mind boggling. I have started to talk to Dee again! How effing crazy is that. It’s wonderful. He still cracks me up and is still the same old goofy guy. I think its super romantic that we dated when we were kids and now.. lol, I don’t know what we are. Well we aren’t anything actually. But its still super crazy. hahah. To hear about his life in the past like seven years is out of this world. He keeps remembering these things about me that I had completely forgotten about and it makes me want to be that girl again. That carefree, fun, and confident girl. Not that I’m not those things still, but things are different. I guess because I grew up. And to see Dee on his grown man shit is a turn on I must say. haha. He does make me feel better when things are going bad. I am thankful for that.

SO I totally know what tattoos im getting, now that I have finally decided. lol I want The Lion of Judah, this Skull and crossbones with a crown and shit, and then I want a super sick Phantom Pirate ship with skeleton pirates and all.

ANNNND, I called the lady so she can cut my hair and do it all super sweeeeeeeeet. BUT

I am on Maple Story and I am kicking butt and trying to find plant samples… sooo toodles

*Ashley