posted on Aug 21 @ 4:05 am     3 Comments

Yooooooo, It’s Ashley.

I have been gone for quiet some time. Lots of changes have happened. First off my grandma passed away in may and for those of you who know me know that I moved in with her to take care of her while she was sick. So we had to do the funeral and all that kind of stuff. I moved to Nashville, Tennessee and its pretty awesome here lol. The country music does get kinda old after a while. I have a huge urge to just bend over and smack my assl to some hip hop! LMAO.

BUTTTTTTTTT thats all for now beacuse I am in the middle of something.

toodles

posted on Apr 23 @ 3:34 am     3 Comments

Yes… today is the day of the Earth. haha, Isn’t everyday a Earth Day?

I just saw a commercial for “Vote YES for medical Cannabis!” muahahaha that was great. GO ILLINOIS!!

I am pretty fucked up right now… this sickness has taken me over completely I already feel empty and not in my body but the medicine they put me on just make me more like a shell…. shell…. I feel like I am losing myself… getting confused about what I want and where I am and… what I’m doing with myself. I need the motivation to make things change… to makes things better for myself and others. I need to be what I want other people to be for me. It’s time to make things right. Its time for me to really grow up and face life head on. I need to face my mistakes and past. I need to join this reality. I need to be stronger and more independent. 

I’m hoping that after I’m sick things will look different for me… much brighter. More in perspective. 

Oh yeah… I’m in love. 

*Ashley

posted on Apr 19 @ 10:07 pm     1 Comment

Two times in one week… you must be lucky… or I must be crazy =D

I wam watching Vantage Point riht now, I have never seen this movie before but it seems to be pretty good so far. Lots of drama and action haha. 

I have been sick the past two days and DAMN it sucks. I went to the doctor yesterday and he gave me some drugs and mmmmmhm I feel good. Haha. I am almost on cloud nine right now. All I need is some sex for me to be on top of that cloud. XD thats right… I said it. lol. Not that I will be getting it anytime soon but a girl can wish can’t she? lol. 

So I am seriously bored and so not focused for school like I should be. Me being sick has seriously drowned my senses, energy and motivation to do anything. I slept so much yesterday and today, hopefully by tonight I will be much more able and ready to do what I need to do. I will be done with school in less than a month so I need to stay focused so I can get good grades and such.

So I am seriously in LOVE with the Twilight Saga, I mean… I have dreams about these characters every night. lol Its bad. I feel like they are my family and and friends and I know everything about them. I have watched the movie I don’t know how many times and if I had the money I would buy as much memorabilia as my wallet and shelving space would allow. I really want Bella’s engagement ring and her charm bracelet. *le sigh* I cant wait until Stephanie Meyer comes out with Edward’s side of the story. THAT should be interesting. I liked hearing the story through Jacob’s point of view in the last book Breaking Dawn.

but back to my movie because it just got really good hahaha

*Ashley